.:. in my arms .:.

This is what i had for lunch today! :P



And that is also why i say, there's no else i wanna be than home -> Malaysia

ps: sorry if i've offended any of our Malay readers with the picture attached.

Currently playing: Rufus Wainwright - Across The Universe

this is what middle north people do when they're bored and feel like posing.


Middle North's corridor


it started off with hong yin who suddenly felt like taking pictures of our corridor! haha then they asked me to help them take a picture. look at their happy faces:)


then came in me! haha.. with sean becoming the photographer. gods we're such posers! haha. don't we just look natural after many years of practising?


hong yin with balloons on her door!


ai lin posing with her angelic thing and her cool necklace! i wanna get them!


sean looking.. uhh.. =x haha.. just look and tell them what you think.


me with ai lin's necklace in front of my door! haha yes yes.. see all the three yellow papers which are supposed to be "fu" done by sean-.= the supposedly "kuan yin ma".


there.. see.. you don't come praying with joss sticks but indo mee alright? haha! i'm a cool "kuan yin ma". tell me your wishes and i'll TRY to make them come true.. (the more instant noodles you give, then the more your wishes MIGHT come true) :P

Hari ini, Jen dan saya telah pergi ke Sunway Pyramid. Kita pergi sana kerana hendak tukar saiz baju Top Shop yang rakan rakan uni aku belikan untuk gua bagi bday present. Dia orang belikan ku size kecik. wa mau size medium mmkay? wa punya b0dy sangat besar dan macho! mereka tai siew ngor. anyway, lepas tukar baju, jen and saya telah pergi jalan jalan cari makan. mana tau, tarak tempat chun. jadi kita jalan keluar itu oasis boulevard to search makan place. Lepas turn left turn right, kita telah berputus untuk makan kat tempat ni name "Halo Cafe". Makanan standard aje, minuman bagus. Tapi sikit mahal sebab tempat tuh ialah macam tempat hard rock cafe. Ada performance masa malam mia. Too bad, kita pigi afternoon, habuk pun tarak. Cuma ada waitress cantik.


Green Apple Milk Tea untuk gua, Chocolate Blended for Jen. (gua mia drink lagi best dari jen's)


Gua mia club sandwich. So so aje. Tapi fries dia best la. manyak crispy!


Jen order fried rice. I ada rasa sikit sikit. Not bad ler.


Stage dimana singer singer jemputan suppose 2 performance. Nak karaoke pun boleh sebenarnya.

edited: pu nia bu, kanineh ccb. i just recieve a really sad,heartbreaking,devastasting news. my dad is planning to get my brother the new civic or if he gets flying color results for his mid term, the smart coupe when he gets his license in may.fcuk. life is unfair. fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk. i'm gonna pwn3d it if he ever gets any of those two. GRR! what's with asian parent's mentality on spoiling the youngest and only ignoring the oldest! brgh!

-a very dissatisfy faai tonight!

Currently playing: Blaine Larsen - How Do You Get That Lonely



that's the cute little rabbit in my room last night. it's a fat little rabbit! :P it was hiding at one corner in my room.. it loves that spot near my bed. a friend of mine brought it to my place in conjunction with Easter day? ahhaa.. oh well.. that's an entertainment for a night. apart from that, everyday's just practically the same.. wake up, eat, class, online, eat, online and online and instant noodles?!.. hehee. and still i find days pass too fast each day. mid semester for my management accounting is just a week away, and i know nuts about management accounting? such a boring subject. all about manufacturing costs, blabla.. black sheep.. have you any wool? -.= i need more time in a day.. one day is too short to do anything. time flies here.. much faster than when i was in Malaysia? which means.. i'm getting older each day.. wrinkles will soon be seen on my face, working would be in 2 years time and i don't even know what i wanna do, to stay or not to stay? well, for now, i shall just let it be till that day arrives..

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


ps: self-explanatory title

Currently playing: The Corrs - Everybody Hurts

Watched Hostel on Saturday with Toshi, Eu Liang, David and Joe. Half of the show is practically all about nudity.. which only interests the guys, all the hot chicks in the sauna in the towels half naked. It was quite a boring show.. except for some disgusting parts.. especially where the guy was cutting off the japanese girl's eye as it was dangling down. when he did that, the pus all started flowing out.. so delicious? after the movie, practically the whole journey walking back to Bruce Hall, the topic was about torturing and deaths.

today, i was sitting in front of my comp, and there wasn't anything to do.. so there i went opening my pocket file which has all my old pictures as well as birthday cards, letters and such. haven't really opened it since i packed it in last year to put them in the storage. it's nice looking at all the old pictures and reading few letters.. brings back memories.. good, bad, whatever it is.. they're all in the past. A toast to a new beginning for a new year? and to you? hehe:)

and therefore, an idea came up to me while i was going through the pictures. since Justina has been with me ever since form 1 till now, i shall therefore post up pictures to see the revolution in us! This will be my 8th year and about 2 months plus knowing her! hehe where's my present?!:P we always wonder how we actually end up going to the same uni as well as coming Australia together. it was what we used to talk about during high school in form 4 while we were in the chemistry lab fantasizing what it would be like to study in Australia, though our plans were to different places at that point. You were to go to Perth and I to Melbourne. after form 5, we headed off to different colleges and we rarely kept in contact at the point. If it wasn't for Jati's reunions, i bet we wouldn't be talking about heading to the same uni which was Monash at that point. haha how funny how i asked you to stay in Monash instead of going overseas as your mom wanted you to do so.. and then few months later i had to persuade you to go overseas. sorry fickle minded wei cheng=p and now.. in the end, we didn't end up in both the places we talked about.. but Canberra. how weird and funny we ended up here. i know i was the one who persuaded you to come last year though you were quite reluctant at first.. but i do hope Canberra's doing you good now:) Thanks for being there when i needed:) i don't really have pictures from each year but this will do i hope..




this was taken when we were in form 2 (yesyes i look funny.. i was blinking i think when they snapped this.. ish!). we had to perform for i-forgotten-what-the-night was (oh it's called Malam Nostalgia) in Sunway hotel. we practised lots for it.. how i miss those days where we used to go to Justina's dad's gym and practise in the mornings..



form 5 Jati class picture. there are only 8 girls in our class. spot us!:P



after form 5. early of 2004, 4/2/04, small gathering in mc dees in centrepoint.. gods my hair! haha..



end of 2004.. our hair looks different again!



early 2005.. at my house learning to bake cake=p



going through 2005. our shopping outings.. and our funny poses-.=



a nice one..



22/04/05.. hehe.. during our 4th jati reunion i think. if i'm not mistaken.. we three were in white:) nice combination isn't it?



when we first reached Canberra.. feels like a long time ago..



that's us NOW:)

Was talking to you until 6, you went to bed but I decided to stay on a lil' longer. Guess I couldn't sleep after that which sucked and had to wake up at like, 10AM anyway, so I decided to just watch some movies and head out later for the Malaysian society thing at the beach. Date Movie and Final Destination 3 was alright, Date Movie was freakin funny and FD3 just wasn't impressing enough.

Here's some pics : ).


nicole and I ( man I'm starting to look lala-ish )



me and emily


emily, nicole and I


ken, me, emily and jeanette


lame!


oh the 'kawaii' posing started -.-


oookay


they made me do it


posing


posingx2


ice creammmm


uhuh


we were normal..


then it started..


gettin' wild!
p/s: that's the Malaysian club president :) the guy btw.


lastly, the superbike !


I got on !


backed it out nice and slowww


I was actually goin at 60km/ph!

After it all, just went to my friend's 21st, felt tired and slept in one of their rooms for like 2hours, woke up, and headed back haha.

What a day -_-.

Currently playing: Disagree - Crumbs

Went to Mooseheads last night with about 7 people! hehe we had funfunfun!:D there were cheap drinks and we ordered about 10 jugs which cost about $4 each and i don't know how many bourbon shots which cost $1 each. we kept toasting with one another and made hell lots of noise! though clubs really isn't my place, but with the right crowd, it's really fun! heh. and as you all know, wei cheng doesn't dance but she was forced up there last night-.= the pictures will show how crazy we were:) there were about 100+ pictures take in just one night.. madness. when there's wei cheng, there's camwhoring! so, till the next night... weeeeee..!



when we were walking there.. see everyone still looks alright!


toshi, wei cheng, phoebe, ai lin, hong yin and wong! still not yet start drinking.. hehee..


uhhh.. heheee ai lin's a lucky person?:P


look at those alcoholics!=p


phoebe, ai lin, sean and i!


hehe a nice group pic


:)


us girls!


lala..


(anti clockwise)phoebe, ai lin, me, kenny, sean and hong yin.noticing the difference in the change of colour of the faces?:P


rupert, sean, wei cheng, sam and i'm not too sure what his name is=p


we are happy people!


hong yin and i!


top of the dance floor..-.=


mooseheads


issac(if that's how his name is spelled), me, sean, diana, ai lin and kenny.


the girls outside of mooseheads!


there, we were trying to change phoebe's boots to her slippers.. ahaha hong yin and i were like having trouble changing them for her! they won't come out!!


hehee.. everyone's like looking at phoebe. ai lin just chilling while i'm still smsing=p


on the way back hehee..


all of us!


at North quad. ahaha


they can still pose.. man.. hehee not bad.